And Then Life Happens…

People, I’m obviously not going anywhere. For one thing, running really isn’t an option right now. I didn’t work hard all my life to get an apartment in Washington DC overlooking the Tidal Basin and a golf course just to run away. I am fully aware that there are a lot of folks out there with a great deal more, but that doesn’t change anything for me. I’m going to continue to hold it down.

There will be austerity measures in my immediate future. There has definitely been a “game changer.” I have no idea how I will deal with both, other than meeting them “squarely, face to face.” Fuck man, there is no way in hell I want to see Norman David again and explain this shit to him, let alone The Father. I don’t believe that there is any coming back from that.

I had a dream the other day that Norman David was laughing at me. He was pleased, but he also still thought that it was hilarious. I don’t have very many dreams about him, but I cherish them when I do so this whole dream thing is very significant to me. He thought that it was funny that running was on my mind.

My dad had a sick sense of humor. My daughter’s birthday is the day after his.

If I could do half as well as Norman David did for me that would be something.

Pray for me. I have a daughter to pray for, now.


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